Comments on: What Are You Really About?

By: Dave Sohnchen

Dave Sohnchen — Wed, 28 Apr 2010 15:25:20 +0000

I too have been wrestling with a lot of these questions and self reflection. For me though, it feels like I’ve landed in “bad place” emotionally where I don’t trust what I can do anymore. Your post “I Can’t (Read: Don’t Want To) Change” was very helpful in terms of encouraging change as a practice to help prove my strength to myself.

I’ve been a position where, for the last number of months, I’ve been in default mode just floating along. It’s a frustrating place to be but it’s also a difficult place to get out of. I’ve been processing the fears that I have (mostly fear of failure) and how that affects my current state. Maybe all I really need to do is decide to make a change and continue to find out who I am and what I’m about. To look to others and how they perceive me and my abilities to get out of the rut I seem to be in.

Thanks for this post. It’s exactly what I needed to hear to day.

By: Melissa Giovagnoli

Melissa Giovagnoli — Sat, 24 Apr 2010 16:48:51 +0000

Questions like these have been an integral part of my business for years and people are continually surprised that they show up very differently than how they think they show up.

I remember speaking at a conference and then walking out with someone who attended who asked me, “What really matters to you Melissa?” I shared that I really cared about helping others and making a difference in the world through helping my local business community–through entrepreneurship specifically.

This person shared that none of this came out during my talk. This conversation really started me thinking about what I shared and how I shared what mattered most to me. A decade later I share often and openly and that has made a huge difference in getting support for what matters most to me.

Thanks, Julien, for putting this message out.

By: Alex

Alex — Sat, 24 Apr 2010 01:48:24 +0000

I’m only 17 and don’t have much life experience to draw on. My opinion though is that it doesn’t matter how well you feel you know your self. Everyone changes and I think it’s about knowing that the decisions you make are the best ones for the ‘present’ you and the world that you’ve built around you.
I think Paul Simon once said that he was embarrassed to play songs from previous albums because they didn’t bear any relevance to who he was at the time.
I’m sure my thinking is naive, but I think we all move on from how we once were, and even though our previous actions shape who we are today, we shouldn’t reflect much on it as I think it is more a subconscious internal mechanism that we will never truly understand that drives us. I think ‘branding’ yourself can be a good thing if you want to group yourself, but it’s totally unnecessary to do it. You can be totally fulfilled and happy without knowing what drives you to do something. It’s kind of like children who get entertained so easily and just experiment because its fun!
I love your blog by the way and your inspiring me to create my own!!!! well done!!!!

By: John McLachlan

John McLachlan — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 23:42:08 +0000

Julien, this post really kicked me. It inspired me to write a post this afternoon in answer to it: http://johnmclachlan.ca/2010/04/23/what-am-i-really-about/

Thanks for writing and laying yourself out.

By: Lisa Yallamas

Lisa Yallamas — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 22:55:58 +0000

These questions you ask resonate deeply because I’m grappling with similar emotions – and like you say Julien – I find you need to check in with yourself every now and again and see how you’re faring. This business of reconciliation with yourself and meeting expectations of the world is a difficult thing.

I’ve been listening to Linchpin and I’ve found it’s terribly accurate with really good advice.

I did a personal development thing with this consultant years ago. She helps people in the arts through blocks she creates a drama with miniatures and found objects. You create the forces at play by choosing from her stock of miniatures – yes it’s child’s play. That’s how children figure it out too.

But she’d ask questions like: When was the last time you felt like you were doing what you really loved? How old were you? (pick something to represent you at ‘your answer’) How does he feel? Talk to that version of yourself and ask him what he wants. It’s a compass. As you’ve written about before the past, the present and the future you.

I think it takes several months of doing something you love to do – away from your “normal” existence to reconnect.
A few years ago I took long service leave to write a feature film script. I found it took at least two months to shed the scales of that “other life” in the corporate rat race.

Five months ago, I quit.
The other day I experienced something weird. I was driving, I turned a corner and I wasn’t thinking anything in particular. But I suddenly felt like to be the person I was before I became a journalist – it was like I was seeing through her eyes again. I think it’s a process of renewal and gaining the strength to do and deal with everything.

What you do is amazing. Truly inspiring. I’ve listened to your book also – it is the first book on social media I “read” via audio books. I liked it because you have lived it and can speak from experience.